Should I or Shouldn't I?

For years I have been depressed and at one time or another I have taken anit-depressants and anti-anxiety medications for that and anxiety. Well we had been having some problems in our a marriage a few months back and I went back to the Dr and got a new perscription of them, and honestly things have been alot better. But I can't help the way I feel when I am on them, I feel like a robot with no emotions and like something will get over on me, it is just hard to describe. Well I quit taking them about a month and a half ago and my husband and I got into a fight recently, where he instantly could tell that I hadn't been taking them and called me on it. Well I know that for my sanity and my marriage that I need them but I don't know what to do. I just don't feel like myself on them even if they do help me to be well not all moody and depressed. I guess I will go get my last refill on these filled but when I finish them and half to back to the doctor I will have a talk with him about something different. Send me some good thoughs.

~sharon