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Breaking Point?

I don’t think ever in my life I have felt as hopeless as I do right now. It just feels as if everything is going wrong or will go wrong.  I just wish everything would come together and be ok. It does not feel like it will at this point.

And while I rarely talk about such things but I feel like I should, I just need to get it off of my chest. Maybe it will help me put things into perspective and find a way to work it all out in my head.

This all started at the end of July when I was let go from my job. It had to have been the dumbest thing ever, for someone to lose a job. But that would be another blog post and probably my longest rant to date. Because I actually did not do anything wrong, I was just honest.

But since then I have had zero luck with finding a job, and have not heard back from unemployment and everything just feels as if it is falling apart faster than I can fix it. It feels as if a hole so deep has been dug that there is no foreseeable way out of it.

And while I know I could be doing great things right here on my site, I just can not get anything done. All I feel like doing is curling up in a ball and screaming and crying. It sucks to be hopeless and depressed.

Right now I feel more lost than I ever have in my entire life and I am 30. I just hope that things work themselves out for the best and I find the hope that I need so desperately to go on and to work through this.

Please keep me in your thoughts that I see a light soon and I get it worked out somehow.

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  1. Hey! that is why are you with us in Blogging Support! We will all work together and you will get there! This site can make you money too girl! Hang in there just a little bit longer!! 🙂 ((HUGS))

  2. Sharon,
    Saw your tweet. I am praying right now for you and your situation. I have been through similar situations in life and realized that I had to let go and pray that God would take care of me, when I released the control He did. He is there with you right now. He knows what you need, let Him guide you. ~Lisa

  3. I am sure everything will work out soon for you. Remember, you are never given anything more then you cant handle. My husband and I are going through a rough time with money right now, and I am trying not to let it get me down, but I have days also where I just want to lay in bed and cry.

  4. Easy to understand,I like it!

  5. Hey there Sharon,

    Life can be difficult (and unfair) at times. And usually, we end up better people afterwards. I’m hoping that things start falling into place for you. Don’t give up and keep your head high. Sooner or later, the tables will turn and things will start looking up. Best of luck! Later!

  6. Thank you everyone for the encouragement, I am just going to work my hardest and take it all one day at a time. That is all I can do.

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  8. I just saw this tweeted by you (I’m @momgosomething). I know that dark place where you feel completely lost. Its almost like you’re sitting in the middle of everything and all you can do is watch as your world spins around you. It’s terrifying.
    I realize that this is an old post of yours and I do hope that things have worked put for you. All things do pass.
    Sending you hugs


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